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Celiac.
I woke up around 3:30 AM today and was lost in my thoughts. It is not often that I wake up so strongly with things specifically on my mind, so I took it as an invitation to get myself out of bed and enjoy a few minutes of quiet time and matcha. I’m tired, but…
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Planting Peace.
What are you watering in the garden of your heart? He has planted all good things inside the garden of our heart. It is our joy and honor to stroll alongside the Master Gardener and tend to the garden. It is our joy to reap the harvest of our growth. It is our delight to…
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wind.
The wind was howling last night—which is not uncommon for where we live. But we have this flap or broken piece of tin roof on our rental home that gets caught up in the wind and then *slams* back down. All. Night. Long. It’s still blowing furiously this morning, and I am rubbing the sleep…
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Today I got my official Autism diagnosis!
Today, at the age of 39, I was officially diagnosed with Autism. This has been a 4 year journey that included a terrible first evaluation with someone that did not understand Autism in women at all. I was not going to bother with a second opinion because I didn’t want to fight anymore. I was…
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God Doesn’t Always Heal Us This Side of Heaven
I remember telling people that God would heal them if they just had enough faith. And I remember telling them that because that was what was told to me. And it was what shamed me when I wasn’t healed. When it led to medical interventions to save my life because “God didn’t miraculously heal me”….
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Learning to Thrive in the Mess
But God has been moving in me in this season of endurance–reminding me that He wastes nothing and uses everything I go through for His glory and for my good.
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What Over/Under Stimulation Feels Like And Some Honest Thoughts from an Autistic/ND Mom
As a neurodivergent woman, I am often dealing with over and under stimulation. As a child it was MUCH harder to manage, though even as an adult I still struggle with it. When I am overstimulated it feels like my head and my whole body are going to explode. Too many stimuli coming at me…
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What I Learned on My Social Media Fast
I recently took 3 days to completely unplug from social media. Here are some eye-opening things I learned from my social media fast the last 3 days: As you can see, I’ve been very busy these last few days. Haha. Learning and growing like craaaazy. And did we get our miracles? Well, maybe? Ha. We…
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Gluten Free Lemon Poppyseed Protein Waffles
If you are gluten free, you know the struggle. The struggle to find waffles. The struggle to find GOOD waffles of various flavors. The struggle to find good PROTEIN waffles. So, I decided to make my own. And now you get to benefit! Hooray! I generally like to “cheat”…aka make things go faster and make…
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I can’t do it alone–and I was never meant to.
I went to a women’s retreat last month. I went with the idea that I was doing pretty well spiritually and wasn’t sure what God had for me, but I knew it would be good! What I didn’t expect was a revelation. (Ha. I don’t know why I didn’t expect that…that’s silly.) As I was…
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Tylenol Didn’t Make My Family Awesome…God did!
If you’re in the Autism world (and even if not!), I’m sure you’ve seen the recent headline. “Tylenol…linked to Autism.” The first time I saw that, I just chuckled. Looked like another money-hungry scheme to me. But then I began to see it within the Autism groups I’m in, and what I saw on BOTH…
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Non-Dairy Pumpkin Spice Creamer Hack
Need a good non-dairy pumpkin spice creamer but want fewer yucky chemicals? I got your back…check out this easy recipe! Non-dairy Pumpkin Spice Creamer Hack: •1 bottle of Silk almond milk creamer “Sweet and Creamy” flavor (vanilla would work too) •3-4 tbsp of organic pumpkin purée •Pumpkin Pie Spice ➡️ Blend it all in a…
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4 Years Post-Miscarriage
Yesterday was a tough day. It has been a tough week…shoot, tough few months if I’m being honest! Many of you saw (and sweetly encouraged my heart —thank you for that) my post yesterday about losing my baby girl 4 years ago. I remember for years watching a woman I knew post things like that…
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What is a Woman?
I have never had a daughter before…and I’m learning so much. Having a girl is cracking me open in ways I never knew I could. I grew a LOT with my boys, but whoa Nelly I’m growing like a wild weed on a hot July day with this lil’ gal. She’s teaching me so much…
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I’ve Got You Little One
“I’ve got you little one.” We were watching a kids show– a depiction of David and Goliath. David was running to grab his little lamb and as he snatched him away from a lion he said, “I’ve got you little one.” It was such a powerful portrait of the Father’s heart for us. And I…
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Birthdays, Upgrades, and New Wine
So yesterday I turned 38. And in my 38 years of birthdays (or at least the ones I remember), I have pretty much hated my birthday. While I do many things in the “spotlight”, I actually very much hate attention. I do not like all eyes on me, so to speak. So an entire day…
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Mental Health Through the Pandemic and the Church
I saw this article this morning on the Washington Times site. 44% of weekly churchgoers had better mental health than the rest of those tracked. Here’s the thing, the last few years have been brutal. Absolutely brutal. No matter what side of everything you fall, at this point, I think we all should just agree…
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Boil the Sap to Syrup
I saw this scene this morning and it was like they were whispering about me… “Have you seen her? Have you seen how much she has healed?” Now, I’m not of the mind that figurines talk about me. 😂 I’m also not a huge collector of many things. These are the only two of the…
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My ASD Evaluation Results
Good morning. I wanted to take a few minutes to share something that I know many of you have been waiting to hear about. I have been processing what happened for about the last week now and I think I’m finally ready to share. It’s a very vulnerable place to share from and I was…
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The Day I Knew Everything Was About to Change
This was the day. I thought it happened later…after my oldest son’s ASD diagnosis. But when I went back through my photos to find something, I found this and I remembered. I knew so much sooner. I knew something was about to shift for me. Something big. I spent hours that day sitting on the…
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Neurodivergence/Autism vs Vaccine Injury
Before we dive into this topic, I want to start by saying that I am well aware that what I’m about to say is mostly an opinion. But I do have some of the resources I remember to share at the end of this post that I have discovered on my journey with Autism over…
